restingstitchface: (Erudite)
Jonathan Crane ([personal profile] restingstitchface) wrote in [community profile] abraxasnet2023-04-09 03:57 am

@everyone

Aurelius once wrote, "If you are distressed by anything external, the pain is not due to the thing itself, but to your estimate of it; and this you have the power to revoke at any moment."

My fundamental concern about this wisdom is that it fails to spot the physical root of trauma. People who cannot snap out of their distress also deserve compassion and treatment.

My apologies for the intrusion. Locals informed me about the recent chaos and I found myself concerned and a little hesitant about reaching out. Back home I treat those who approach me for support with their mental health. I had excellent resources there but here I can offer nothing but a listening ear.

I understand some of you might be feeling exposed, stressed and intimidated. To you I offer my own wisdom. If you worry about what lies ahead, you will be the only one who suffers in the end.

To all else, kind regards for listening.

Oh. Reading, isn’t it? This system is entirely new to me. What a brave new world this place is.
beautifullies: (мy reтυrn нaѕ вeen ғrυѕтraтιng)

[personal profile] beautifullies 2023-04-13 11:27 pm (UTC)(link)
𝐼 𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑝𝑝𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑓𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑐𝑜𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑟. 𝑂𝑛𝑐𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑟 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝐼 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑛𝑜 𝑙𝑜𝑛𝑔𝑒𝑟 𝑛𝑒𝑒𝑑𝑒𝑑, 𝐼—

[ Claire's text falters here, but she remembers she doesn't need to hide anything or be careful. ]

𝐼 𝑒𝑛𝑑𝑒𝑑 𝑢𝑝 𝑖𝑛 𝑆𝑐𝑜𝑡𝑙𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑎 ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑑𝑓𝑢𝑙 𝑜𝑓 𝑦𝑒𝑎𝑟𝑠. [ Not enough, never enough time. ] 𝐴𝑛𝑑 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑟𝑎𝑖𝑠𝑒𝑑 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑎𝑢𝑔ℎ𝑡𝑒𝑟 𝑖𝑛 𝐴𝑚𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑐𝑎.
beautifullies: (welcoмe вacĸ.)

[personal profile] beautifullies 2023-04-13 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
𝑈𝑛𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑛, 𝑠𝑜 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑠𝑎𝑦 𝑖𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑡𝑡𝑒𝑟.

[ Claire doesn't mind the idle conversation, because when and if there's anything she isn't comfortable with answering, she won't. ]

𝑀𝑦 𝑓𝑖𝑟𝑠𝑡, 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒 ℎ𝑢𝑠𝑏𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑎 ℎ𝑖𝑠𝑡𝑜𝑟𝑖𝑎𝑛, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑜𝑓𝑓𝑒𝑟𝑒𝑑 𝑎 𝑝𝑜𝑠𝑡 𝑎𝑡 𝐻𝑎𝑟𝑣𝑎𝑟𝑑 𝑏𝑒𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑠ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑠 𝑏𝑜𝑟𝑛.
beautifullies: (ι waѕn'т on an ιѕland)

[personal profile] beautifullies 2023-04-15 10:52 pm (UTC)(link)
[ She can't very well say 'don't be' and so she's more gracious than that. ]

𝐼 𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑟𝑒𝑐𝑖𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢. 𝐼'𝑚 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑 𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝑡ℎ𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ. 𝑊ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑛𝑜𝑡 𝑏𝑒𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤ℎ𝑖𝑠𝑘𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟-𝑎𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑠𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑠, 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑖𝑠. 𝐴𝑟𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑟𝑖𝑒𝑑, 𝐷𝑜𝑐𝑡𝑜𝑟 𝐶𝑟𝑎𝑛𝑒?
beautifullies: (мy reтυrn нaѕ вeen ғrυѕтraтιng)

[personal profile] beautifullies 2023-04-16 05:15 pm (UTC)(link)
𝐼 𝑏𝑒𝑙𝑖𝑒𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝐼 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑝𝑙𝑒𝑛𝑡𝑦 𝑜𝑓 𝑐𝑜𝑙𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑔𝑢𝑒𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑜 𝑎𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒. 𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒'𝑠 𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑟𝑜𝑛𝑔 𝑤𝑖𝑡ℎ 𝑖𝑡. 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑠 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑔𝑒𝑡 ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑝𝑖𝑛𝑒𝑠𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑙𝑙 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑚𝑠, 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑖𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑎𝑙𝑤𝑎𝑦𝑠 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑠𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑎𝑛𝑜𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟'𝑠.

[ It took her a long time, as the only woman attending medical school at the time, to remember she was doing what made her happy, regardless of what anyone else thought. It came with sacrifices, mainly in the area of being a mother to Bree. But that's a different discussion. ]
beautifullies: (welcoмe вacĸ.)

[personal profile] beautifullies 2023-04-17 10:48 pm (UTC)(link)
𝐻𝑜𝑤 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟 𝑛𝑒𝑤 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒? 𝐻𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑛𝑎𝑔𝑒𝑑 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑦𝑒𝑡?
beautifullies: (cнerιѕн тнe preѕenт)

[personal profile] beautifullies 2023-04-19 11:39 pm (UTC)(link)
𝑊ℎ𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑓𝑎𝑐𝑡𝑖𝑜𝑛 𝑑𝑖𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑜𝑛? 𝐼'𝑚 𝑖𝑛 𝑆𝑜𝑙𝑣𝑢𝑛𝑛; 𝑎𝑛𝑑 𝑗𝑢𝑠𝑡 𝑤𝑎𝑖𝑡 𝑢𝑛𝑡𝑖𝑙 𝑁𝑜𝑐𝑤𝑖𝑐ℎ 𝑖𝑠 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛 𝑎𝑔𝑎𝑖𝑛, 𝑦𝑜𝑢'𝑙𝑙 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑢𝑐ℎ 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑙𝑜𝑟𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛.
beautifullies: (peanυт вυттer and jelly ѕandwιcнeѕ.)

[personal profile] beautifullies 2023-04-23 01:24 pm (UTC)(link)
𝐼 𝑐𝑎𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑒 𝑠𝑢𝑟𝑒, 𝑚𝑜𝑠𝑡𝑙𝑦 𝑏𝑒𝑐𝑎𝑢𝑠𝑒 𝐼 𝑒𝑛𝑗𝑜𝑦 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑛𝑑 𝑢𝑝, 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝐼 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑘 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑚𝑎𝑦 𝑏𝑒 𝑎𝑏𝑙𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑚𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑙𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑟. 𝑃𝑒𝑟ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑠 𝑤ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑛𝑔𝑠 ℎ𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑠𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒𝑑 𝑑𝑜𝑤𝑛 𝑚𝑜𝑟𝑒. 𝐼𝑡❜𝑠 𝑤𝑜𝑟𝑡ℎ 𝑙𝑜𝑜𝑘𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛𝑡𝑜 𝑝𝑒𝑟ℎ𝑎𝑝𝑠, 𝑎𝑠 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑠𝑎𝑦, 𝑎𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑒𝑛𝑑 𝑜𝑓 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑚𝑜𝑛𝑡ℎ, 𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑛𝑒𝑥𝑡.

[ Claire was resistant to being in Abraxas at all when she first arrived. But with no way out, she's found herself more at 'home.' ]

𝐼 𝑑𝑖𝑑𝑛'𝑡 𝑝𝑙𝑎𝑛 𝑡𝑜 𝑠𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑒 𝑖𝑛, 𝑚𝑦𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓. 𝐵𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑛 𝑤ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝑒𝑙𝑠𝑒 𝑖𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑑𝑜 𝑏𝑢𝑡 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡?
beautifullies: ("yoυ ѕтιll love нιм?")

completely lost track of time/tags, so sorry

[personal profile] beautifullies 2023-04-27 10:32 pm (UTC)(link)
𝑃𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑠𝑒 𝑑𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑎𝑝𝑜𝑙𝑜𝑔𝑖𝑧𝑒. 𝐼'𝑣𝑒 𝑏𝑒𝑒𝑛 𝑠𝑒𝑝𝑎𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒𝑑 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑓𝑎𝑚𝑖𝑙𝑦 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡 𝐼'𝑚 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑒𝑟𝑎𝑡𝑒 𝑡𝑜 𝑔𝑒𝑡 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡𝑜. 𝐼𝑓 𝑎 𝑑𝑜𝑜𝑟 𝑜𝑝𝑒𝑛𝑒𝑑 𝑏𝑎𝑐𝑘 𝑡𝑜 ℎ𝑜𝑚𝑒 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡 𝑛𝑜𝑤, 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑙𝑘 𝑡ℎ𝑟𝑜𝑢𝑔ℎ 𝑖𝑡. 𝐇𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐢𝐥𝐲.

[ She's made friends here, certainly, and while she's here she'll continue to live and give this an honest go. But she aches for Jamie, and she's let herself be miserable in the hours the farmhouse is quiet and everyone else is asleep. ]
beautifullies: (ѕo oвvιoυѕ ιn pυвlιc.)

[personal profile] beautifullies 2023-05-01 01:38 pm (UTC)(link)
𝑖𝑓 𝑜𝑛𝑙𝑦 𝑖𝑡 𝑤𝑒𝑟𝑒 𝑠𝑜 𝑠𝑖𝑚𝑝𝑙𝑒 𝑎𝑠 𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑜𝑓 𝑢𝑠 𝑑𝑖𝑠𝑐𝑜𝑣𝑒𝑟𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑤𝑎𝑦 𝑡𝑜 𝑙𝑒𝑎𝑣𝑒.

[ It's more of a wistful statement than anything on a depressing note. ]

𝐼 ℎ𝑜𝑝𝑒 𝑡ℎ𝑎𝑡, 𝑜𝑑𝑑𝑖𝑡𝑖𝑒𝑠 𝑎𝑠𝑖𝑑𝑒, 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑓𝑖𝑛𝑑 𝑦𝑜𝑢𝑟𝑠𝑒𝑙𝑓 𝑠𝑒𝑡𝑡𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑛 𝑎𝑠 𝑤𝑒𝑙𝑙 𝑎𝑠 𝑐𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑏𝑒 𝑒𝑥𝑝𝑒𝑐𝑡𝑒𝑑.