CASTIEL (angel of thursday) (
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Entry tags:
- castiel; the hanged man,
- commander shepard; judgement,
- dean winchester; the lovers,
- geralt of rivia; the hanged man,
- gideon nav; strength,
- istredd; the high priestess,
- jesper fahey; the wheel of fortune,
- kyle; the hanged man,
- louis de pointe du lac; the lovers,
- lucifer; the devil,
- michael; the emperor,
- nanaue; the fool,
- obi-wan kenobi; death,
- steve rogers; the hierophant
@everyone (cw: pit shrine related gore)
It’s time we address the behemoth released from the shrines.
For those who weren’t in the pit, we shared the cavern with 4 occult shrines that produced a steady flow of blood. When the exterior of each was removed, a second was beneath - an armored figure with a spiked halo knelt in prayer, bleeding from empty eye sockets. Save for one other - a standing, armored skeleton-like humanoid carrying the upper half of an iron maiden, and wielding a spiked ball at the end of what appeared to be a chain of its own small intestines.
When the last of these shrines were opened, pillars of writhing flesh struck through the pit’s ceiling. Later, it was apparent these were the monster’s legs, and some were crushed underfoot when it began to retreat from its cage.
Proximity to the shrines caused a flood of sinister whispering and visions of a shadowed figure, and those of us succumbed to the ritual’s effects felt a certain draw to them. It’s unclear if the acolytes were hoping we’d interact with these shrines, as they never intervened, but the monster’s escape caused the eventual collapse of the pit and did them no favors.
Did anyone in the rescue team see where it went, after it broke off from the cavern? Best we learn what this creature is and what it’s capable of before we encounter it again.
There will be a cross-faction book exchange and research effort hosted in Istredd's domain regularly. Please come by if you’re interested in helping with this, sharing books not available in your faction, or any other pursuit of this world’s knowledge.
And, if anyone’s seen Dean Winchester - in the Horizon or otherwise - Sam, Jo and I would appreciate a word.
For those who weren’t in the pit, we shared the cavern with 4 occult shrines that produced a steady flow of blood. When the exterior of each was removed, a second was beneath - an armored figure with a spiked halo knelt in prayer, bleeding from empty eye sockets. Save for one other - a standing, armored skeleton-like humanoid carrying the upper half of an iron maiden, and wielding a spiked ball at the end of what appeared to be a chain of its own small intestines.
When the last of these shrines were opened, pillars of writhing flesh struck through the pit’s ceiling. Later, it was apparent these were the monster’s legs, and some were crushed underfoot when it began to retreat from its cage.
Proximity to the shrines caused a flood of sinister whispering and visions of a shadowed figure, and those of us succumbed to the ritual’s effects felt a certain draw to them. It’s unclear if the acolytes were hoping we’d interact with these shrines, as they never intervened, but the monster’s escape caused the eventual collapse of the pit and did them no favors.
Did anyone in the rescue team see where it went, after it broke off from the cavern? Best we learn what this creature is and what it’s capable of before we encounter it again.
There will be a cross-faction book exchange and research effort hosted in Istredd's domain regularly. Please come by if you’re interested in helping with this, sharing books not available in your faction, or any other pursuit of this world’s knowledge.
And, if anyone’s seen Dean Winchester - in the Horizon or otherwise - Sam, Jo and I would appreciate a word.
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[ not him. but some of them, maybe. ]
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My psyche isn't... formatted for what human counselors are trained to manage.
I assure you, I've healed from worse.
[ 'healed' he says, like he's not heaven's own self-sacrificial walking disaster in a little guilt ridden meat suit ]
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A good conversation and place of rest can never go amiss.
I'm Castiel.
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Jedi Master Obi-Wan Kenobi, at your service, Castiel.
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It's an honor to meet you, Master Obi-Wan Kenobi. If we're including titles, I suppose I should add Angel of the Lord. Is the term familiar to you?
[ of course, he recognizes that this is obi-fucking-wan from a very reknowned star war, but cas isn't dean, he has manners and he's keeping it to himself ]
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I can't say that I have. Lord of what? A planet? A system? Is it more a political or local religious association?
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I'm afraid we come from vastly different realities, Master Kenobi.
"God", typically, or Lord, Father, a sundry of other honorifics, is an omniscient, omnipotent, ancient being responsible for the creation of all life in my universe. He crafted angels - my brethren and I - to look over his creations on a single planet - Earth - and maintain the afterlife.
Angels are essentially sentient energy. We're incorporeal clusters of light - wavelengths of celestial intent. We have a kind of form on certain layers of reality, in Heaven, the afterlife we maintain. But to gain corporeal form, we possess a consenting host. This body once belonged to a man named Jimmy Novak, though he's long passed on now.
[ castiel's immediate instinct is to text Dean about this. a split instance of giddy thrill, directly followed by a sinking, sharp pain, knowing his dearest friend is far out of his reach right now. ]
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[ Multidimensional sentient energy beings interacting with this level of reality through a consenting host? That is also unfamiliar, but no less fascinating. ]
I suppose the closest approximation for my reality is if one considered the will of the Force as something much less abstract and more sentient, focused.
But you are not the first being of sentient energy I have known, and having this background provides excellent context, thank you.
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What can you tell me about the Force? Is it related to your Jedi mastery?
[ look at him acting like he don't know. still, he'd rather hear it explained by obi-wan himself, what it means to him, rather than cinematic script. ]
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There are many components to it but the most common, or at the least most obvious aspect of the Force is the Physical Force. Channeling that energy to move objects, or enhance one's ability to run faster, leap farther.
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The innate power born within us, we call Grace. Do you have a reserve of the Force within you that depletes and refills over time?
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It is possible to overextend oneself, however. Pushing too hard or holding something for too long past your endurance; the burnout afterwards is not pleasant, let me tell you.
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[ meant to, but maybe capable. or perhaps a mimicry of feeling - it's hard to say exactly, what qualifies or defines emotion? the time he spent as a human was certainly more vibrant, more visceral, but the feelings were essentially the same. he couldn't have created a soul simply by losing grace, so perhaps the emotion was never truly there. or, it has been all along. who's to say? ]
What does a Jedi do with that burnout, once they've hit it?
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Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.
So one moment you weren't, and then you were, with full knowledge of your purpose, power, and role? That sounds a little like how one would describe the mind of a droid, who are for the most part empty of the Force; though I have heard tales of those that lived long enough to begin to experience and radiate genuine emotion. But those are beings created by sentients, not birthed by a greater cosmic power.
[ Curious, fascinating, and not something he's spent much time thinking about- he'll have to find a way to keep notes once he has more coin. ]
Rest. Endure. Not reach for the Force in full for some time. It's...a little like a migraine and full body ache- an overworked nervous system. Not entirely unlike being electrocuted. In time, it will pass.
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A wise saying. Is there a state Jedi masters are able to achieve that transcends suffering? Some in my world would call it 'Nirvana'.
Yes, that's correct. It wouldn't be the first time we've been called robotic. Our purpose was to be soldiers without question. There are, for lack of a better term, means of programming an angel's mind, erasing memories, or digging into a "base coding". It isn't unlike brainwashing, if brainwashing also required drills and needles pierced through the skull. Nor is the programming completely insurmountable. Free will wasn't meant for us either, but recent events have changed that.
As for age, I'm at least 2 billion years old. Two of my brothers here are likely pushing 13 billion. A solar year for Earth being 365 days, composed of 24 hours each, if that translates.
Do you still feel your connection to the Force here, in Abraxas?
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[ Obi-wan's takeaway here is that Castiel is both horribly old, horribly young, and deeply traumatized.
Oh dear. ]
It's quite similar- at least enough for me to reach out to it and channel it as I would back home; though some actions require more effort than they used to. Training and regular meditation will aid in the adjustment.
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[ obi-wan is not wrong, at all, in his conclusions. ]
I find my powers reacting the same. Some are as they were, some are completely out of reach. Is meditation a regular practice for Jedi? Have you entered the Horizon yet?
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If you feel the urge to explore, you’re welcome within my domain. You’ll spot a border if densely populated trees, as you approach, a pathway should open.
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You'll find my domain quite easily, I should think.
There's a large crystalline tree in the center, it's hard to miss.
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I'll keep an eye our for your tree, and hopefully see you in the Horizon some day soon.
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You are always welcome to visit, honestly? I would be glad for the company.