I dunno, man. Don't get me wrong, I think it's clear that I'm not some weak-ass pushover. But like, Harrow always said I did my best thinking with my biceps. She could be a nasty weirdo sometimes but on that count she was right. Honestly? Now I'm out of the Ninth and Harrow's gone I don't even know what I want.
And I mean, I always wanted to be on the frontline. I always knew I'd die young and leave a beautiful corpse, you know? But with like, honour and glory and all that shit. But here it's kinda different. Back then I just really wanted to get out and do shit, to be part of something. And now it's more like, how can I just stand around while people are being hurt and killed for no reason? The millitary just seems like a way to push back against that.
Glad to hear you're mending, though. I honestly had no clue things would go down like that.
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Don't get me wrong, I think it's clear that I'm not some weak-ass pushover.
But like, Harrow always said I did my best thinking with my biceps.
She could be a nasty weirdo sometimes but on that count she was right.
Honestly?
Now I'm out of the Ninth and Harrow's gone I don't even know what I want.
And I mean, I always wanted to be on the frontline.
I always knew I'd die young and leave a beautiful corpse, you know?
But with like, honour and glory and all that shit.
But here it's kinda different.
Back then I just really wanted to get out and do shit, to be part of something.
And now it's more like, how can I just stand around while people are being hurt and killed for no reason?
The millitary just seems like a way to push back against that.
Glad to hear you're mending, though.
I honestly had no clue things would go down like that.