furibund: (inkonic aru nebula (78))
Nebula ([personal profile] furibund) wrote in [community profile] abraxasnet 2024-08-26 01:48 am (UTC)

[ "You're a very strong person, Nebula," Himeka says and she wants to laugh. Some part of her, that deliberate and angry side of her says of course I'm strong. It's the side that knows better, that blames herself for every thing that happened - for every wrong doing she committed - that disagrees. If she was strong then she'd have been able to withstand it (and what? die? that, she knew, would have always been the result of defying their father). And he would have succeeded without her. ]

[ She ignores it, because if she doesn't ignore it she'll say something wrong. Though neither does she feel she earns Himeka's belief. ]

The pain of existence.

[ She repeats it, half-scoffing in realtime. ]

It's always something like that.
Like they know best in their greatness.

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