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Sophia of Yaldabaoth ([personal profile] ia) wrote in [community profile] abraxasnet 2022-12-01 10:50 pm (UTC)

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But you would say that Konshu's presence has...exacerbated your DID? I admit, I am not a certified psychologist, or psychiatrist. I was following a course before ending here, but I will not pretend to be a profesional. Most of what I do comes second nature to me, which is fortunate.

As for what I am...the technical term is Imaginary Automaton. Someone, my maker, used part of his thoughts, memories, feelings, extremely advanced magic and rituals to bring me forth. I used to be a mere thought without form, then a doll with no will on its own, until my growth brought fort sentience. There's more to it, but I think that's a conversation I would prefer to have in person. Half of me exists in the material world, and the other half exists as an abstract construct, something that doesn't exist in the conventional sense.

Hopefully this won't turn you away. I might be still learning what it means to... be, but my desire to do good is sincere.

So you mean to say that sometimes you act irrationally, to your own detriment, and you and your other selves don't always look eye to eye? I still don't want to dismiss your condition with a word like "crazy".

You're just different. Like me. We're all different.

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